As the weather is changing, I find myself getting angry more often and a lot easier. It's not really an emotion that I prefer to be taken over by, but for whatever reason, it's been a struggle to not be set off by the littlest things.
A couple weeks ago, I hung up a heavy bag in the garage and I've gotta say, I wish I could be pounding on that thing allllllll the time! Time in the gym hitting the weights feels amazing too. I just want to kick the living s#!% out of something most of the time.
What's eating at me? Not really sure, things should be fine and dandy. I've got a fantastic and beautiful woman in my life who is pretty much just as happy as can be and is a great influence in my life. Physically, I keep feeling better and better. Focusing heavily on fixing my postural issues that caused all that back pain is working for sure. Maybe my body is uncorking a couple years worth of pent up testosterone now that all the systems are working better? All this aggression is what I used to take out on the bike all the time in the past.
No matter the cause, I've gotta figure out how to chill out a bit more when I'm not at the gym or the heavy bag or on the bike. For the time being, thank goodness for the heavy bag!
4 days ago
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Let me say 'AMEN'! If I had the patience, I would have written a post very similar. Good luck brother! I'm on the same quest.
It's the roids.... lay off the roids!
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